trance

thy sipped me to end, my emptiness
quasi static it was in nature if i say
inhaling you in my every breath or beat
i was counting on them to live you all

and i found...
you were larger then both
higher of all, worldly existence
and i could live you all the way

till i was i
and not dispersed in you
to be, not to be
trance was all, what remained to feel...

Life or Death...

I walk alone along side her
to be there when it hard & rough

din't know if I wanted some thing back from her

 still don't know what evaporates my tears

dont know if want to walk out
but it doesn't feel right & painless if I do

insomnia had bitten me , be wrap in her fragerance

it felt so right to be in her essence

don't know if she knew all about the presence

never cared for that, even if it was matter of life of death...

खलिश

खलिश है इन आँखों में, नमी है गायब

जर्द हैं ज़ज्बात, बन के पत्थर 

पत्थर, जिसपे सदियों से है बहता पानी

कोशिश में कुछ ऐसे की बह निकले वोह भी संग संग

पर नैनो को थी किसी की तलाश
या था इंतज़ार, उस एक मुकम्मल अहसास का

जो देंगे उन्हें परवाज़ ए ज़िन्दगी

पहलु में मौत के..

वजूद

कड़वाहट थी, और रहेगी इस फिजा में

चाही या अनचाही, कही अनकही 

बेसाख्ता वक़्त और लोगों से,

अपने वजूद का अहसास कराती हुयी 

घुलती हर अंग में, क्षण में 

भुलाती हर दूसरे अहसास को हमारे ज़हन से...

P.S.: This post on scribblings on the wall has inspired it

धुंआ

उन पलों में कुछ घुला था, थी हकीकत या धुंआ था 

हम ने ये भी ना पूछा किसी से, मंजर वोह भला किसने बुना था

ठहरी थी जमी , आसमान ठहरा था

हवाएं भी ठिठकी, वक़्त भी अनमना था

ज़र्रा ज़र्रा कुछ इस क़दर फ़ना था, भीगा भीगा सा जैसे समां था

बाहें थी आबाद उनकी रूह समेटे अधरों पे उनके कहकहा सजा था

महफ़िलें आबाद रहेंगी उनसे सारे जहाँ में उनका मजमा था

उन लम्हों को जीते है अब भी हमें तो कुछ कहना भी मना था

Tnnn...

Picture Courtesy

 Tnnn...

was sound which mixed in their smile

galore of twinkles

in eyes

pecks on

glass, changing its hand

claret

dripped in wine

making it 

divine

not that some has to die 

just a devotion need to ply

Ahh! moments being njoyed

 in arms, brash lips & embraced

THE MYSTERY

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walking

along side by side

staring 

no where, but some where

it was flying

like clouds

warmth

of arms conveying 

something unsaid
mysterious

but still not mysterious...

 Picture Courtesy: SEBI IMAGE

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