गुफ़्तगू

क्या कहें  क्या ना कहें,
कुछ इसी गुफ़्तगू में हैं हम|

 आपसे नहीं अपने,
लफ़्जों से ख़फ़ा हैं हम |

समझना औ समझाना ,
हमारे बस में नहीं शायद

मुहब्बत पे ज़िंदा रहें ,
यही ताक़ीद होता है |

Sad

it was not a choice 

like, to be or not to be 

the threads of my frame work

essence of my being 

when they realise upon me

it was already there, staring in silence

then I learned, I learned to read

and I thought I could fight

fight, the feeling of being sad

was I naive? may be or may be not

I learned to be not sad 

and then it pulled me back

like it never left 

from my realm, dripping from bones

I learned to flew and I flew high

was I puerile? may be or may be not

I felt I had to stop to fly

I was damned to come back

to the sad ground, 

where nothing grows and it just hounds

then it dawned upon me

the truth of the universe

seeds are in me, 

they just water them

cutting edges the cutting edge

they just show me the mirror

ugly and normal

pathetic, simply sad

should not it stop and

Lets just accept the fate! 

those days!

those days,

are the days,

one,

does not want to remember,

but remember the most,

think,

about a lot,

when doesn't want to think at all,

time,

which talked about least,

but hurts most,

those days,

are the days,

wasted,

as you are hurt,

away from herd,

trying,

to enact strong,

intact from dirt,

those days,

are the days,

you are you and 

not what you are supposed to be!

Swirl

it’s ablution or next confusion

every stride taken to unknown destination

which is there or may be not

saying, don't know was never so hot

jitters prevail in depth of mind

heart feels soothing, caressing wind

turmoil or peace, who is ruling this world

may verses knitting them in swirl!

फिर इक बार..!

चल पड़े है 

गुनगुनाते 

अपने में मदमस्त हैं 

या इस बहार की 

जो दिलाती है याद 

उन और कई बहारों की 

बेफिक्र 

मौंजों की 

लिया करते थे जिन्हे 

लेने लगे है फिर इक बार..!

Urgency : 55 Finction

"But listen", she said rather agitated
"Coming,just give me ten minutes, its urgent", he replied fleeing from her sight
leaving her thinking,"what it could be" with bad omens in mind
every minute was like millenium, she was getting worried
suddenly a hug from behind and startled she cried for help
"been to washroom" he replied laughing

Celebration

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55 Fiction#4: Celebration

They din't know what is it.

They couldn't be together, won't be together as well.

Few moments were all they could say their own.

She asked him,"what was it for you"

He replied," Celebration of life"

P. S.: Edited to add title.

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Every Second in Every Hour...

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I was waiting for her

every second in every hour

in tick tock of watch

in splash of water spilled by

in every passing by passenger

I was waiting for her

every second in every hour

in every page of magazine

in every changed sitting position

in hullabaloos of  chandeliers

I was waiting for her

every second in every hour

in chill of ice and warmth of fire

days, months & its been years

in my every smile & tear

Still I am waiting for her

every second in every hour..

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Credits
Image - Alston Station by Wandering Soul
Courtesy - www.deviantart.com via www.blogaton.in

SAG(E)S.......NOT REALLY...Lolllzzzzzzzz

SAG(E)S are called for an Pan India (or may be other countries are invited, I don't know, Indian Home Maker  to blame for all this) disclosure and declarations. They are saying that all have washed their hand in this BAHATI GANGA , which is flowing up side down according to some very sacred  I-don't-know-meter.

For this IHM- Public Revelation Act,2010, about my Sins Against Gender Stereotype, I hereby declare followings:

1. I have a strange fondness for key rings. (I don't know if it qualifies for this)

2. Since childhood I used to do cleaning of home, Laundry, Dishes. (as per my capacity)

3. Know cooking (ahm....ahm...it may be an example of self appraisal)but I am not a good cook for sure.

4. Chocolates. (I dont know how these sweeties fallen in this catagory.IHM....Gaaarrrhh)

5. Have played Teacher Teacher, Table Tennis, Badminton etc. Never thought about any game as girlish or some thing like that many other games are there.

6. A reading freak that when I used run out of reading matter, I would start reading Ladies Magz (some times

     I used to read them before my mom :))

7. Believe in word commitment.

8. Don't hate pink or any other color for that matter.

9. I don't encourage Eve teasing(aka sexual harassment)

List goes on...last but not least IHM has thrown a curse to wear pink (for men) and wow I am already wearing that...  :)

I would like to hear from HaRy, Shas, Vipul & Vibhuti about their SINs

Time Travel

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around 10,000 years ago

A man asked his wife to get passed in fire test, to test her holiness.

around 2000 years ago

They used to be a commodity.
(still continues in one form or other)
  

around 1500 years ago
They used to get burnt alive with dead bodies of their husbands.

800 years ago

Ministers didn't boar with a lady emperor. She had been assassinated.
No Female allowed in Power Corridors.

  

500 years ago

No right in properties of either father or husband.
(ONLY a share of husband property had been allowed that also in very few cases.It is partially in effect till date)
  

250 years ago
They had been kept in cover. No interaction with non-family-member man.
(still existing in some societies)

100 years ago

Female Genital Mutilation was a traditional practice.
(Still existing in some societies)


50 years ago
Almost 85% types of jobs were in hands of Males.(in India)
Female were not supposed to work.
(still continue in many societies)

15 years ago

Woman reservation bill, has been introduced in Parliament of India but
 NOT APPROVED TILL DATE.

today

Rape, Female Infanticides are common.
Their lives are governed by others.
Representation in governments is very low.
Women got reservation in Panchayati Raj System(India) in 2009, but original power holders are still their male patrons.



 It seems time is not traveling at all for some one called Woman

(or hardly traveled)

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Let the magic begin...

Yeah, you are hearing right. My friends are so generous with me. I know, its mind boggling and surprising at the same time *huge grin* but Shruti found me LOYAL (to whom she only can tell you. lollzzz) .I swear ,  I have not pampered her for doing this ..sachchi muchhi. *innocence dripping from the face*

 

I am passing this award (or term what ever s/he feel like) to HaRy &Insignia

*****

Another blame on me is of being  AWESOME BLOG BUDDY, BLOGGER BUDDY AWARD &BEST BLOGGING BUDDY by Shruti and Pakhuri respectively. They  has convicted me for which God forbidden crime I don't know but showing my full gratitude and confidence in Constitution of god knows where, I am accepting the terms.

  

This Award goes to Shas  (please don't look at me like this, please, please, please)

*****

Extending her generosity Pankhuri , see me as:

I hope, I will not pay back her debt ever back but still I like to present the same award to 

Indian Home Maker  , Psych Babbler  , Shruti &Meow hope  they will curse me for the same. :)

 *****

and  its does not get a full stop there only (don't worry I wont bore you much now please bear with me, thoda sa aur...pulleeeeezzzzzzzz), and the blog is recognized as:

Rachana &Titaxy deserve this award very much for their blogs and writings.

P.S.: Who ever has already started cursing me can send mail also, full of their lovely words.

P.P.S.: If you have been to this post by title it self, You have killed ,not me ......your time. :)

International Blogger.....Ahm Ahm!!!

Acceptance Speech:

Well, Ladies (bloggeries) & Gentleman(bloggeras) ...if any and I am pretty amused as well as confused (as usually ..lolzz). what made me International Blogger? I guess Shilpa can reply to this who presented this award to me and i am no one to question her generosity and kindness (slapping self :)). I am so happy that my eyes are getting wet with happiness and I am not able to handle emotions in me. Let me take a short but not commercial, break.....

Okay!! now showing utmost respect to both Shilpa and the International Bloggers Community, let me be li'l disciplined (despite of my all indiscipline during my graduation, university awarded 98% mark for discipline ) and tell you about the rules:

Link the person who tagged you.

Copy the image above, the rules and the questionnaire in this post.
Post this in one or all of your blogs.
Answer the four questions following these Rules.
Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
Come back to BLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.

Questions & Your Answers:

(i) The person who tagged you: Shilpa

(ii) His/her site's title and url: A rose Is A Rose Is A Rose

(iii) Date when you were tagged: 17 September 2009

(iv) Persons you tagged are:

• Shas :- In short time span she has sharpen her writing skills that much that now i am afraid of getting killed. ;)

• Nishita:- Nice blog (let me see about blogger ;)), I have been there and felt Nice. :)

• Chandreyee :- So greatly expressed blog. :)

• Mou:- Her diaries are fantastic and will make you imagine the world of her.:)

• Megha:- Potential writer. (of course if she explores herself!!):)

• Pooja:- Indeed a good emotional expresser, good poetess. :)

• Shobha:- Welcome to world of Cooking, visit and get your mouth watering!! :)

P.S. : Keep Smiling