Duality & Nature

Light has its own kind of duality. Universe has it too. May be all other things living/ non living have. It was a matter of amusement and surprize for me when I studied it first time. I wanted to find out how was it exactly. What was it? What it really a phenomenon or just a lack of knowledge and capabilities of we human that we could not find out the reality and just produced the mathematical explanation for whatever we thought was right. Little did that kid know that one duality is yet to come for his dilemma & dismay or both.


As time went by & gained more concious ( stupidity ) and entered into a larger horizon of people all around me through the all medium I was ashtonished to find out the duality of human being, which even defeat light to be honest. No mathematical could solve that for me.

The person who is happy watch porn with friends at home find its rape of culture if Murder or Water has been made and released in India. Mother who is happy when TV charactor is saying some words cant bear if her children doing the same. A Teacher who teaches to children that calling bad word is not right, instantly pick up the phone and answer with abuse.

The way they think for self, for family, for others families, all are different.

I learnt with time that this human spicy has been designed like that.

What do you think?

Ash

nothing, just ash

of cremation, which hadn't happened yet

coz, some creating ash through effigies

of damsels, posed nude but covered in ash

visible in that pair of eyes,

nothing , just ash


P.S.:  Reaction of Flame

Erase

tuning in & out, had been a habit

to find thee even in random gambit

in unknown faces and not even in just faces

it was a quest followed me in dreams, i erase

P.S: This is a reaction of  post Finding Self on Scribblings on the walls

पता नहीं

पता नहीं 

पता नहीं क्यूँ मैं मुस्कुरा कर चल दिया

दिल चाहता था की रोयें  

पर खिलखिलाकर हंस दिया

हर टुकड़े की कसक को दबा कर चल दिया 

ज़िन्दगी की ताल पे ताल मिला कर चल दिया 

उनकी आँखों के सितारों को संजो कर चल दिया 

हंसी को उनके लबों का रास्ता दिखा कर चल दिया 

रुकना तो बोहुत चाहते थे पर, ये बता बता कर चल दिया 

न आपने रोका हमें, कैसे बताये किस कदर दिल कुचल दिया 

un-hinged...

hinged on point some where some how

waiting to be unhinged? not really...

or may be to wrap overall

and it happened...! shattering...it apart

into nowhere...

trance

thy sipped me to end, my emptiness
quasi static it was in nature if i say
inhaling you in my every breath or beat
i was counting on them to live you all

and i found...
you were larger then both
higher of all, worldly existence
and i could live you all the way

till i was i
and not dispersed in you
to be, not to be
trance was all, what remained to feel...

Life or Death...

I walk alone along side her
to be there when it hard & rough

din't know if I wanted some thing back from her

 still don't know what evaporates my tears

dont know if want to walk out
but it doesn't feel right & painless if I do

insomnia had bitten me , be wrap in her fragerance

it felt so right to be in her essence

don't know if she knew all about the presence

never cared for that, even if it was matter of life of death...