Yakbyak...

Mayyaser tha jinhe khula aasama
pankh pasare undane ke liye

pinge bhara karate the
khwabo ko sath liye

yakbyak kufr tut pada jaise
kisi ne kaha "waqt ki dastaq hai..."

Image Courtesy: http://deviantart.com

HEAVenly Semblance...

Landing
In the land of possibilities couldn't be funnier

but wait was getting too stiffer
No One couldn't define the source of energy

to run untiringly, unstoppably, unblinkingly
so what if there were barriers, even they had fallen in love with him

No One was bound to make it gr88888888
to every person: human, inhuman or his mate

at last, they realized....... the fragrance,,,,,the touch....the feel...

too immersed to think anything else
dawning in each others caress & heavenly semblance

why did moments pass by?
his limitation again he realized

he begged to time, please
let me see her, touch her with pouring blissssssssssss

dont want to free her with my armss
Cant you give me li'l more chance??

echoing silence

ardent but eldritch, or was it simply virtual...
when breath were li'l heavy or chilled & amp perpetual...

time had been chiseling more often then not...
waiting for fall of eyes on bleeding coral...

Aha..!! smile is twinkling with sheer brightness
bleeds are getting cured or its been smoldered

whatever, all mortal or immortal are cheering..
on the faintest sight of whirling coiffure....

congregating satanic instincts being defied
the chronicle in making will say all over high

echoing silence in thunder storm..
proving at last archfiend is happy & strong...

Elf

screams, cries, remorse
nothing is flowing out of her...


its tough...
to smile, because its best to stick with
to laugh, because its great to hide with


still she keep it up, to keep her self high
her incongruity will swallow her down


in no time, its all pulpy pale
In no time, its all being in rail


cant be her SELF, still be hersELF
its not her dilemma but her FairyTale

sTILL aLIVE...

Smiling face, sprinkling voice
all this made all blind and rejoice

yeaaahh! it pierced deep there
knowingly or unknowingly who care

heart was blaming for not being drained
nerves were behaving as fish in frying pan

body retaliated to change its language
lips struggled to keep smiling during this voyAGE

whole Universe smiling & wondering for happenings
why don't he break down in and under the carriage

As the sorely smiling Eyes, began to speak
dead peace too was keen to listen without a creak

one word that answered all dead N live
O Great Cosmos! Love is what make me aL!VE...

wonder

Swirling sensation clinging with her
guarded mind, struggling harder

Dizziness gripping mind
stiffness prevailing in spine

she is wondering on his effect
how can he make her like this

by just touching her heart
not her bossom or flesh..

New Life...

Enchanting word reeling around her
perforating feel kneeling to decipher
mist is now cleared, but uncleared
sprout is lying under her layer...

I dont know what to say ...

Tagged...:)....Lets vrooooooooooooooomm....

RULES: Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.

1.What is your current obsession? Myself

2. What are you wearing today? Uniform

3. What’s for dinner? hummm,,,i guess some sort of Pulao.

4. What’s the last thing you bought?5 New T-shirts..

5. What are you listening to right now?No voice ....silence..

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?humm...tough question...I dont know her much,,,but i feel Rohini is nice human being.

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? hummm...tough question....the home where i have spent my 5 years. (2nd - 7th years)

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer? Handkerchiefs in loads, water from earthen pot.

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? Siachin Glaciar

10. Which language do you want to learn? All.

11. What’s your favorite quote? Every thing happens for good.

12. Who do you want to meet right now? My Friend.

13. What is your favorite colour? Blank & Blue

14. What is your favourite piece of clothing in your own closet? Jeans & Shirt

15.Define your self in a word?Mrigank (its replaced question by me)

16. What’s your favorite magazine? India Today.

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on? ipod Nano :)

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas? Every next outfit i see them wearing on ramp.lolzzzz(it may make you think ...I am a fash faux lolzzz)

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon? More or less All. (Media doesn't has any sense promoting any one like god....ufffffffff)

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer? Fauzi Cut with lil modification of course.

21. What are you going to do after this? I dont know actually lolzzz

22. Who is your favorite sport star? Roger Federer

23. What are three cosmetic/makeup/perfume products that you can't live without? Nothing as such.

24. What inspires you? Distinctiveness. It may be in any thing.

25. Give us three styling tips that always work for you. well.may be black n blue...lolzz (one is enough from me..actually more will be fash devastator :))

26. What do you do when you “have nothing to wear” (even though your closet’s packed)? I never happens

27. Coffee or tea? Coffee.Ultra Dark.

28. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?It doesn't happen to me any more

29. What is the meaning of your name? Moon

30. Which other blogs do you love visiting? All those that I follow.

31. Favorite Dessert/Sweet? Kheer. Ice cream.

32. Favorite Season?I like all but Winter are wowwwwww

33. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me? Pulao.

34. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you? Just Avoid. (by the way there must be some reason you can work out on that??)

35. What do you love most about yourself? My way of thinking. Every thing all in all.

36. What is it that you think most about?People & Their Problems ( After all I am a counselor).


Should i add a question?

37. why do you get angry? I dont get angry but one situation is exception, some one is making my mumma feel bad Knowingly.

Ohh I got lil emotional ...with my last question...well once in a blue moon its allowed :)

Grinning....Shilpa...hARy...Shas....Shruti ..c'mon....take it up.:)

Dumb....it may leave you Numb ....

Shas, I am honored, you tagged me, especially for this one. I not only hope but also have my full faith that i wont disappoint you and whole DUMBO Community & will prove m self a STAR. So avoiding much ado let start the do...

(I am getting nervous...ohhh )..

The more [x]’s the “dumber” you are.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[x ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
[x] You have thought of something funny while walking by yourself
[x] Laughed, then watched people give you weird looks

after first over score : 4/6 ... i guess i will hit new records ...let move ahead..


[x] You have run into a tree/bush.

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow… a few times
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.


ooops it kinda okay okay over 6/11... let us see in next over ...

[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit .
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You’ve never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.

OH MY GOD....whats happening.....i cant be so smart 6/16..lolzzzz



[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x ] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class and fell outta your chair
[x] You stared hard at someone trying to figure whether the person was he or she

9/21...thnks god.....i am improving now....huff..huff...

[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math

So far: Hopefully i will get clear..... 11/26

[ ] You have eaten a bug
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand
[x] You have ran around naked in your house.

So far: 14/31 At least better then Indian cricket team ..lolzzzzzzzz..

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[ ] You tilt your head when you’re confused
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] Mistook your teacher to be a student

So far: 15/37

[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling or wall
[x] The word “ummmmm” is used many times a day.
[ ] Have you opened your mouth to say something but then you pretended as if you were yawning because you forgot what you wanted to say.

Total Score: 17/40 (looking around with twinkling eyes)...scratching head...i cant believe it...

(17/40)*100= 42.5% (sigh of relief....passed it)


All Community and Shas, I admit that i have not been proven myself upto tat level i have promised but for that I guess i need to join some rehabilitation center (Shas your score os poorer so please help me if you have found one.)

I hope Shilpa, Shruti and Hary would not disappoint me as well.

Gud Luck guys.

Drizzling of Claret

pinching palpation of drizzling of claret

halcyon regale making them feel enable

insomnia has bugged them, or it got infected

or we got baptized, to holy religion

coiffure are drenched in his gore..

cervix annexing sweltered smooch

claw brushed with her viscera

lunar effulgence shining over them

affexxxions tor her, made cessation

they are getting faded, or getting merged

texture is being seen as mutilating deed

r' they njoying, indiscreet unraveling seed...

International Blogger.....Ahm Ahm!!!

Acceptance Speech:

Well, Ladies (bloggeries) & Gentleman(bloggeras) ...if any and I am pretty amused as well as confused (as usually ..lolzz). what made me International Blogger? I guess Shilpa can reply to this who presented this award to me and i am no one to question her generosity and kindness (slapping self :)). I am so happy that my eyes are getting wet with happiness and I am not able to handle emotions in me. Let me take a short but not commercial, break.....

Okay!! now showing utmost respect to both Shilpa and the International Bloggers Community, let me be li'l disciplined (despite of my all indiscipline during my graduation, university awarded 98% mark for discipline ) and tell you about the rules:

Link the person who tagged you.

Copy the image above, the rules and the questionnaire in this post.
Post this in one or all of your blogs.
Answer the four questions following these Rules.
Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
Come back to BLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.

Questions & Your Answers:

(i) The person who tagged you: Shilpa

(ii) His/her site's title and url: A rose Is A Rose Is A Rose

(iii) Date when you were tagged: 17 September 2009

(iv) Persons you tagged are:

• Shas :- In short time span she has sharpen her writing skills that much that now i am afraid of getting killed. ;)

• Nishita:- Nice blog (let me see about blogger ;)), I have been there and felt Nice. :)

• Chandreyee :- So greatly expressed blog. :)

• Mou:- Her diaries are fantastic and will make you imagine the world of her.:)

• Megha:- Potential writer. (of course if she explores herself!!):)

• Pooja:- Indeed a good emotional expresser, good poetess. :)

• Shobha:- Welcome to world of Cooking, visit and get your mouth watering!! :)

P.S. : Keep Smiling

NOWHERE

Finally She, a teacher, was organizing Grih Pravesh Ceremony but her heart was not sounding that happy, Pearl, younger daughter had wrapped up herself for her college in other city. Alrek, elder son, already keep fluctuating between home and Delhi(his workplace). In 48th spring of her life, finally she has got a nest to which she can say her.Still she is weaving dreams to live with Paarth, her husband, though for them its too big now.

Suddenly a voice, loud and clear stalls her thought trains, "Postman". Few moments, Paarth is coming back with a envelop written "URGENT"in red ink as if they want to engrave it. No one paid attention, these days only policy premiums and other govt papers are supposed to be delivery materials by Post Man.

But there was some thing more then that & it was making Paarth smile.His eye were sparkling and that made her smile too with surprize. Paarth announced in a flamboyant voice, he has to move to other city as he has won his legal suit with state govt for his job, which was pending for last 22 years.

She got confused how to react.

She felt stuck staring NOWHERE.

I AM the GROUND ZERO

I am THE GROUND ZERO
I am THE NO ONE

here you came when you felt finished
i am glad that my voice works as tears of phoenix

arms are open to welcome you & your every done
doesn't matter to me, later on how much you SHUN

your cry...made me loose tushunnn
i wanted to see you blossoming by any reason

I were happy when ever you smiled
doesn't matter if it required my autumn

your few take offs had cost me dearly
blown off few my nerves & peaceful mansions

but trust me, no change in the NO ONE
its still want you to cheer, with all zeal & spun

whenever you feel finished, shattered & broken
kiss me and feel my love and afexxxxxion

NO ONE will be always clearing your blurred vision...
GROUND ZERO will always welcome you, to hug your every problem

you will feel cured enough, to make the world stun
NO ONE always luv you to see you in fun

I AM the GROUND ZERO
I AM the NO ONE

so i am sufferring, of being apart from you, in heaven ..........

a fragrant eve or beautiful night ......
i wasnt having any idea be it very slight...

you were there in my mind...
i let you unfold my most of bind...

you were my world... in & out....
i always curled every ahhh in my mouth...

i never let you know that i can feel mine own pain too...
i even dont want now to some thing goes to you ....

there is a smile on your face i loved to see...
never minded if it required me to be bloodyyy...

when you wanted me.....i was there ...
but never expected when i needed you to be near ...

....i hated this word....EXPECTATION
because its has its disgusting creations

but i did not know if i thought you were mine..
its not right ....if i thought we will have gud time ..

I am so sorrry i hurted you ...
SIN i have done...still i luv you....

and i wont forgive maself ...why have i EXPECTED a smile on ur lips..
when i called you as it was earlier used to be, had given you kicks...

tonyt ..my heart ..is crying......
to say ....it is you ..i m lovng

whts wrong ...i have done ....
so i am sufferring, of being apart from you, in heaven ..........

Morning RAGA.....

4am,too early to get up him, but cell beeped and as he picked up, a frightening voice announced,' Result has been announced." His mind, floating some where in his la la land, gained conscious for yelling'"what, Fuck, Oh Ma God." Call disconnected. He too, with real world to get in from where he came.

Next morning, 8am, collecting himself some how (though its nearly impossible for him as usually). Yelling on pals,"have you checked yours"

prompt reply," you fuckin' ass, we are all along with ya, we are going together to college how can we?"

he smiled," oh we will get screwed up together"

This peck of unarranged, uncollected, out of wits guys(really?) approaching to their college. In some time they land up in their work stations.

All around atmosphere is mixed, tears or happiness, frustrated laughs, caring hugs, left alone guys and gals. Thanking or cursing god.

He afraid but not afraid, confident but not confident, composed but out of mind, key down his name and hit ENTER.

Marksheet is on screen, he is totally confused, is it mine? pals are silent. He smiled. His body not in his controlled.

Mean while a prof asked," whats up boy?"

Reply,"Nothing sir, lemme talk to you later on please"

His mind has shot in blank. On return journey, thinking of ways of committing suicide due to failure in seven out off eight subjects.Killing self with knife would be to paining, dropped. After many more ideas, when he reached his room, he had decided to go around and collecting sleeping pills because no chemist would be agree to give him many in lot (Being aware of result had been out in all town).

But he is now too tired to do any but sleep. ZzZzZzZzZ.......

6pm. He wakes up, get out of his bed, take a face wash & wondering how can he sleep in day time (he is not habitual with this). Anyway strgguling in his mind when he approaches nearest food joint and guys around are talking about result, still he is not able to recall his MORNING RAGA, then a pal remind him, Our class has doomed more or less.

He is smiling (on himself??)again, thinking of MORNING RAGA and then breaks in laughter hysterically yelling ..uffff I forgot to commit suicide......

I luv her .as if i am a vamp

i was dying every single moment

pealing of my skin wasn't visible to her ..

i was embracing the deepest dark

tear scoops had fiercest drought

but....

for my surprize i was content

that she has become a new debutant

to explore her life for new spans

Njoying her life's every moment

though...

i was missing her , if running out of breath

puss was spilling ,skin beneath

heart was struggling for every moment of life

nerves were getting deeps & crests

stil...

i hadnt wished to let it be float

her smile was what made me afloat

her voice was what worked as my breath

I luv her ..as i am a vamp

who is in luv with blood & death

I want to Cry ...

na jane kyun hai ye ashq in aankho mei..

na jane kyun rona chahta hai ye dil ...




shikwa nahi hai kisi se ise ....

na hi koi shkayat hai....

bas tanhayi mein bilkhna chahta hai....

chahta hai ki kaynat doob jaye usake aansou mein,,,

bas darta hai ki koi apana na doob jaye ..

phir aawaz aati hai kahi door ander se ...

poochhti hai ise jhakjhor ke....

tujhe koi paraya bi lagata hai.??

jawab nahi hai isake pass....koi..

bas ...ek hi bat kahta hai ....

ro bhi nahi pata hu mein ....

koi rula de mujhe ..

mujhe rona hai ...

what ever you do , thats it...

I am with you
its said by you

earlier i felt it
njoyed and gulped it

I hugged you
with out thinking of any due

whenever you felt for it
what ever else i never cared that's it

you were my bottom line
i was your reason to shine

times has gone
you don't need me now on

its not my call which which makes you smile
though i dont regret loving you at every mile

but it takes time
to accept you are not mine

its not my voice
what makes your world poise

I am sorry
i love with out any query

I didn't cared what you are
Even it wasn't matter who you are

how do you look
thats not in my book

Its not time which
can down love in my pitch

Every draft of my pore
love you by its core

because core of heart
wont be tired of hurt

you cant stop it..
what ever you do , thats it...

What was it ....

He was getting late ....for tuition ..at 11am..maths ...but he was confident he will make it in time. He was good cyclist after all....it was a result of cycling of many year .after all...............he picked his cycle and paddled it towards adarsh nagar ..for maths tuition....some thoughts were fueling him ..inside .........Class 11.......Section Science Maths....School was Biggest school of that small town ....having strength more then 4000+ student...they called is semi college ....because they were there till they were willing to be there ...but he was a sincere student so he has not bunked semi college that frequently ....though he enjoyed leg pulling of lecturers in his classes ..and teachers some times feared of going in class ...some times not always ...after all teachers were teachers.


He made in time to tuition ...and his teacher with thick glass ...having bowled eyes behind them those were ready to get of the cup meant for them in face of that man.....and he always made it issue of fun .....always ...not only him but whole school ...4000+ students ....after tuition he went to school but ...mind was stuck in ...clock ...he didn't know what was in bag of future .....all the lectures he tried ...to escape from teachers those were wondering ...what happened to this guy ...he is not in class ...they knew by their experience after ..they had seen a life time ....but they were not interrupting him much because it might have made him rebel ....they were already know his instinct ....so its better to leave alone for a day.
Time was too slow to pass that day ........even he didn't know ..what was happening ....though he waited ...his friend were too ...trying to involve him but not getting him ..in .....they did not know what was there ..going in his mind ....he never told any one about this ..........he never had any secret unfolded before anyone ....he did not want to be dependent on any one for his sake ....not at all...he was Emperor of his on Empire and did not want to loose his sovereignty....well...so no one knew why he follow buses ..Actual reason ....he was early waiting for 5.30pm.
As he has done nearly daily....basis ,,,,when he came to know that some one goes by that WHITE SCHOOL BUS of nearby the biggest gals school of the same town.....and ....then onwards every day he followed that bus ..without making it point that may be she was in bus ..may be she was on leave ....but he followed that bus ..and made it a point to defeat that bus with his bicycle and succeed many time due to traffic which helped him but that day was different i guess.


5.30 Bell rung ..and so ..guitar in his heart ......he ran up towards parking ... for cycle and so his friend because all knew ..they are going chase that bus...why all has different reason ...given by him ....fabricated rather ...and they all were ready ....but 3 out of 5 were not in enthusiasm to do so .....and opt out for race ....he declared his mandate...he will chase irrespective of any thing else ....they were two now ...and then on national highway which converted into narrow road by student gathering on road.


BUS APPEARED ,,,,,and his friend looked his glowing face ... and ..searching eyes ...in windows of that bus ....bus came near ...and made its way ....driver accelerated and race began .....they were paddling with full throttle .....and keeping up with bus ....running on their cycles beside bus ...both boy one after another ....he was keeping him self nearer to widows to find some one ...and eyes were getting off the road intermittently.....friend was riding ahead of him .....next 5 min they didn't know.....what will happen... and for him ..it was life of death ..because it was continuously seventh days he wasn't able to have a glance of her.....bus got decelerated and he was at front wheels..his was looking in cabin of bus for her.


SUDDENLY he was on road ......7 feet ahead of bus ,,,,in front of bus which was coming on road he didn't get anything but ..bus got brakes ...he got a glance ...of her .....was smiling irrespective of danger of death hovering on him ....his race was fruitful....he had tears in his eyes .....she knew him and was friend of him in early classes......it was time which separated them ..they got admission in different schools but she did not know about his ...ecstasy to see her ...urge for a glance of her ......she did not ..but when she looked on him on road ....she was horrified so were the other gals in cabin ..bus was approaching on him to squeeze him for ...........death .......she shouted ......all shouted in bus .......his friend shouted ,,,,,,it was his front wheel which got stuck in axle of rare wheel of his friend's cycle and cycle got power break effect on nearly 40kmph speed and it has thrown him on the road .....to HIS MOMENT ....under the shadow of death ......to have a glance ..of her ...driver applied brake ....wheel of bus were fighting with road and encroaching to get stopped ...but speed wasn't too low...to stop that early ....bus was still approaching on him to crush him ..but .....got stopped just .inches before him....driver was shouting ....." SALE MERI GADI KE NEECHE AAKE MAREGA KYA" ....she was looking in his eyes those were looking her with smile ...she was surprised ..on his smile ...his friend ran towards him to lift him ...but he was not ready to be lifted.........driver cam down and lifted him ...his friend carried away him ...forcefully ....looking towards his bruises ......she was smiling with tears .....and bus has gone.
As soon as bus started he was on his feet ...to chase it again ........