And I am in tears!

and I am in tears!

Oh, cmon, not visibly 

But if I spoke right now to anybody

They would probably know 

That I don’t have a bad throat...

I know why and then I don’t know,

I don’t know because I don’t want to...

that it will hurt, even more 

if I said it...

out loud

and then you come, do 

just that ....

And I am in tears! 

its nothing p.a.r.t.icular

compare, belittle, trash & repeat

that’s all of it, I guess

little by little

straining piece of me

from yourself 

And I am in tears!

knowing 

that what awaits me

without an end

with finer holes

in future

And I am in tears! 

did not know...!

And
the thought of
going away...

It popped up
Just like that
There
In that moment

Or so I thought ....I did not know!

Because
It can’t be,
Can’t be that way

It was there,
All along...
waiting for that moment!

Writhing under the skin
With all it’s might
To tear apart
 and show
itself
In its form...ugly or beautiful.. I don’t know!!


Would
You
leave
Me?
Ever!!


It’s important
To know
....and I did not know....!


Leaving
behind
Chaos
Apathy
And p.a.i.n

Announced,
Not to come back...

That thought,
Was there
Somewhere
In you
And .........I did not know!