And I am in tears!

and I am in tears!

Oh, cmon, not visibly 

But if I spoke right now to anybody

They would probably know 

That I don’t have a bad throat...

I know why and then I don’t know,

I don’t know because I don’t want to...

that it will hurt, even more 

if I said it...

out loud

and then you come, do 

just that ....

And I am in tears! 

its nothing p.a.r.t.icular

compare, belittle, trash & repeat

that’s all of it, I guess

little by little

straining piece of me

from yourself 

And I am in tears!

knowing 

that what awaits me

without an end

with finer holes

in future

And I am in tears!