Morning RAGA.....

4am,too early to get up him, but cell beeped and as he picked up, a frightening voice announced,' Result has been announced." His mind, floating some where in his la la land, gained conscious for yelling'"what, Fuck, Oh Ma God." Call disconnected. He too, with real world to get in from where he came.

Next morning, 8am, collecting himself some how (though its nearly impossible for him as usually). Yelling on pals,"have you checked yours"

prompt reply," you fuckin' ass, we are all along with ya, we are going together to college how can we?"

he smiled," oh we will get screwed up together"

This peck of unarranged, uncollected, out of wits guys(really?) approaching to their college. In some time they land up in their work stations.

All around atmosphere is mixed, tears or happiness, frustrated laughs, caring hugs, left alone guys and gals. Thanking or cursing god.

He afraid but not afraid, confident but not confident, composed but out of mind, key down his name and hit ENTER.

Marksheet is on screen, he is totally confused, is it mine? pals are silent. He smiled. His body not in his controlled.

Mean while a prof asked," whats up boy?"

Reply,"Nothing sir, lemme talk to you later on please"

His mind has shot in blank. On return journey, thinking of ways of committing suicide due to failure in seven out off eight subjects.Killing self with knife would be to paining, dropped. After many more ideas, when he reached his room, he had decided to go around and collecting sleeping pills because no chemist would be agree to give him many in lot (Being aware of result had been out in all town).

But he is now too tired to do any but sleep. ZzZzZzZzZ.......

6pm. He wakes up, get out of his bed, take a face wash & wondering how can he sleep in day time (he is not habitual with this). Anyway strgguling in his mind when he approaches nearest food joint and guys around are talking about result, still he is not able to recall his MORNING RAGA, then a pal remind him, Our class has doomed more or less.

He is smiling (on himself??)again, thinking of MORNING RAGA and then breaks in laughter hysterically yelling ..uffff I forgot to commit suicide......